It Almost Worked

She stayed at home and figured out how
To will herself out of existence
She gave it a try, she closed her eyes
She didn't know how it'd feel, she just hoped that it wouldn't hurt
It almost worked
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They lie right to your face in this town
But what did you expect?
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She wishes that she could have seen what they saw
That left them so unimpressed
So she gave it a try, she started to cry
She said to herself, "Well, at least it could have been worse"
And it almost worked

i'll die anyway

I guess I could say
I've learned to live this way
But it's still hard to find
Reasons to stay alive
Accepting I'm pointless
Isn't the hardest
When it's so
Completely obvious
My questions are countless
Looking for answers
So far I'm clueless
Go back to sleep
I reach for me, but I'm not there
It's so lonely, but who cares
It's fine, it's okay
I'll die anyway

Control

I sat alone, in bed 'til the morning
And crying, "They're coming for me"
And I tried to hold these secrets inside me
My mind's like a deadly disease
...
I paced around for hours on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
And I couldn't stand the person inside me
I turned all the mirrors around

Alien Blues

Was it the best you ever had? Was it the worst you'd never know?
I try to tell you what I think and play it off like it's a joke
Oh no, more surprises, guess it's like this
I'd do anything for you, Mrs. Highness
...
The sun is fun, the land is dandy
I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me
My teeth are yellow, hello world
Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?
I need to purge my urges
Shame, shame, shame on you
Alibi to justify, somebody to blame
It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say

Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land

Our ancestors had to fight to survive
Just so we could have a chance of a life
We're not here so we can blow it all
We could bear witness to the rise and the fall
Ancient dreams in a modern land
I'm trying to get back as fast I can
Back to a time before I had form
Back to a time before I was born
You don't have to be like everybody else
You don't have to fit into the norm
You are not here to conform
I am here to take a look insidе myself
Recognize that I could bе the eye, the eye of the storm

OFF MY FACE

You are the thing that I crave when it's hard to sleep at night
I'll do anything for you, so just tell me what you like
You're the monster in my head tryna tell me how to act
And this love is gonna kill me, I will have a heart attack
I'm off my face, locked inside your prison, yeah
I'm off my face, your love is my addiction
And I like to taste, yeah, I just can't resist it
But you're never gonna see me, yeah
You're never gonna see me again

TIMEZONE

Now I know you're sleepin'
Where I'm supposed to be in
Wish I could've stayed
Only thing that keeps us apart
Is seven thousand miles, running like a mad dog
Only thing that keeps us apart
Is a different timezone
So fuck what I'm dreaming, this fame has no meaning
I'm coming home

Die, Die My Darling

Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty eyes
I'll be seeing you again
Yeah, I'll be seeing you in hell
So don't cry to me, oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box
...
Don't cry to me, oh baby
Dead end goal, for a dead end girl
Don't cry to me, oh baby
And now your life drains on that floor
Don't cry to me oh baby
Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth

Favorite

Ay, cariño, sé que tú eres mío
Quiero pasarme la raya
Mi paciencia se acaba, te digo
"'Tá chiquita como mi saya"
Ellas no tienen lo que yo tengo
Soy celosa, lo siento (soy celosa, lo siento)
Darling, can I be your favorite?

The Unforgiven II

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
Yeah, what I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?
'Cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?
...
Lay beside me
Tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun
Now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

Alla Beni Pulla Beni

For you, I’d carve a path through mountains high, my love
For you, I’d dry the seas beneath the sky, my love
For you, I’d bring the heavens crashing down, my love
Ask for my soul, I'd lay it at your feet, my loveLet the hills, the stones, the birds all be yours, my love
Let the oceans and the skies stay where they are, my love
My heart still asks for something more—how can I say it, love?
Adorn me, charm me, take me in your arms, my loveI’ll weave a crown of stars for your dark hair, my love
Snuff the sun out with a breath—just say you care, my love
I’ll burn like a flame, just to see you smile, my love
Ask for my soul—I'd lay it at your feet, my loveLet me be the breeze that hugs your slender waist, my love
Or the grass that lays beneath your gentle pace, my love
Let me be the kohl that lines your lovely eyes, my love
Ask for my soul—I'd lay it at your feet, my love

Aleni Aleni

Oh fate, is your spite just for me?
Is it white for all, but black for me?
Is love all pain and misery?
See what you have done to me.Fate wrote it all across my brow, I couldn't erase,
I cried and cried, but never found a smiling face.
I told no one, I couldn't find a way to say,
All the suffering I called love each day.

tell me

Hey, are they lookin' at me?
Tell me, are they lookin' at me?
Tell me, are they lookin'? I can see they see I'm lookin'
Tryna see if they've been lookin' at me
So, so sick and awake
I've been lookin' my name up in my, in my head
"Holli, oh my God, you're famous," scared of, scared of death
Uh, I'm scared of press 'cause then I read more
I'm scared of death
That's why I'm tryna know if they've been lookin' at me (whoa)
Just tell me, are they lookin' at me?
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VPN on, black tape on the front cam (shh)
Everybody I don't know's tryna know me these days
I don't even know who I am
Shawty on the table, spread eagle, tryna do somethin' for me
Would she do it for another man?

Salla

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Salla, ardına bakma asla
Yolla, aldatan aldansın, salla

Kibir

Those who itch for it come to me, thinking I'm game,
But I don't swing low for every name.
Flush my conscience like a filthy shame,
But still — no one can outgross my flame.
Even that snobby bastard Celal's the same.
My stubbornness stands tall,
No handouts for none at all.
Life's a fine line, draw it — walk,
Rip your heart out, go, don't talk.
Let 'em stumble and fall,
Trying to explain only makes you small.
And what the hell are you still saying, huh?
But my stubbornness stands tall,
No handouts for none at all.
Life's a fine line, draw it — walk,
Rip your heart out, go, don't talk.
Let 'em stumble and fall,
Trying to explain only makes you small.
And what the hell are you still saying, huh?